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lucky August 7, 2008

Filed under: my life — adeparamitha @ 3:24 am

…I’m lucky to have been where I have been..

Jason Mraz’s song (feat. Colbie Calliat) is keeping playing in my head (thank to arie for recommending me this song). The song is so sweet and nice-rewindable:) but i like the cover version one by AJ Rafael and Cathy Nguyen (It might be seen on Youtube). The song becomes very funny and joyfull as if u can feel the love spread. Yeah, actually this is a happy song but I don’t know why Jason Mraz sings it tragically (well, I know I overreacted it, nevermind!).

Lately, I keep thanking to God for what I have been through. I learn a lot, lot, n lots of more. I’m happy I can see everything by the other side now, no more tears in the middle of the night, and no more regret. I’m so thankfull:)  When I realize what all those meant, i could hold my head up high and face it. que sera sera….

I’m sick being a machine, doing what people want me to do, drive by someone else for the sake of his good, uuugh, i finally passed those circumstances. Now, I’m playing my role again as I really am, not as what other people’s want.

I’m lucky to be who I am

I’m lucky to be whom I’m with

my family, my friends…

no one can ever make me down!

cheers,

ade